Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Loneliness

It is cold today
Indeed the rain is falling and I am alone.
Thoughts of life and love,
meaningless to anyone but myself.
I am alone.
They watch me, their eyes not knowing,
knowing nothing of what they see.
I am but another creature, alone.
They scurry on the surface, unaware,
unaware of the life below
when you are alone.

Loneliness, not a burden nor a sorrow,
but a time of solace, of deepness
never to be shared, never to be understood.
They can never reach the place where I am
And I know I will never reach the place where they are.
I know I don't want to reach that place.
True happiness is here, unmisted.
Unmisted by smiles or laughter,
unmisted by the joys of company.

To find true happiness,
to know if one is truly happy,
he must be happy alone.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

another collge week....

k...so nothin much happenin apart frm collge...
i got my results..n amazingly i did way better den last term!...yh my previous posts say tht da last term suckd..it did!!.n i thot tht da end results wud b worse!..bt well...it wasnt so!!..
so who sayz a gud start makes a gud end...I dont think so:D...
yh...so results were gud..managed da scholarship..so feels gr8..wht more my 1st assignment was rated da BEST among all da mgmt sections!..wohhooo!!parrttyyy!!!
weell..yh dis term seems much better....n its not so tiring......jus 4 sum reason..i like dis term..da subjects r fine..lol...now i hav 2 classes were i can doze off!..ECOMM n IBM...
our ECOMM faculty..wich courtesy our collge..teaches only my class n no1 else!..n she is a pain!!..now no1 really is interested in her class..she is a bore!..i mean she jus jumps from slide 1 to 10...i mean..helloo!!...wht abt da rest 9?!...lost i gues..n plus!..she walks around da entire clas!..garden hai kya!?...
worse!..she catches me n my frends every class!...she thinks v aint listenin wich is tru ofcourse!..bt hey!..who is!?...
so yh..1 day i got freakin pissd..n gav her da answer...complete 1...on her face..i didnt even knw how i knew it..bt i gues..previous courses...n al..jus said sum common stuff..n she was like..ok..."she is listenin"...
lol.after tht day...she never messd wid us!..hehe..it was fun...i jus luv it wen i prove piple wrong...now dont take it in an arrogant way....nothin lidat..jus tht...well..she thot v were useles..i jus proved her wrong..thts al...
yh so thts ECOMM...now IBM!..well!1..he is a sample case!..his classes r fun..bt he tends to go overboard at tyms...cheap jokes...bt still..i can doze off..so no probs!..
okk..i gues i shud go now...got work!!..cyaaa
cheers