LEMME GO

Frustrated i throw the pen away,

i scream,

but no1 hears.

my heart longs 4 freedom,

let me out of here!

its cries in pain.

my soul wants to fly off,

break off the chains of agony.

i clutch my arms together,

my nails dig deep into the skin.

the scars of yesterday still fresh,

as i make place for more.

No1 knows, no1 aware.

the pain kills me inside.

each part of me has givin up.

Its tired, tired of tryin to live.

But my heart still beats,

not by will.

It lives 4 U.

It has no wish to beat,

bt beats 4 u.

Smile returns to my face,

as i c ur face,

your so filled with lyf,

so happy...

tears roll down my face.

I Pray to God,

to bless you 4ever.

to fulfill all of ur wishes.

N i pray tht wen tym cums

n i hav to leave...

You let go of me.

Yes, it would b unbearable,

but let go.

Dont shed your tears on my grave,

4 thy r precious.

smile n think of the wonderful moments

that v shared.

Smile, cos near or far,

in this world, or the other

I wil b der

alwayz.....

FADED

My heart hurts,

As I see the last rites being performed

Unable to believe that you’re gone.

I don’t have any tears in my eyes

For I refuse to believe that you’re no more,

Gone, Far away from me, into a world unknown.

You were the best I ever had,

You were my personal Sun,

Shining bright on the dark cloudy days.

Your smile would make my day,

But now, my own smile has faded.

Faded, the day you left me,

Alone to face the world.

They ask me to have faith in Him,

For what he does, is best for all.

But how do I believe,

When I know, my world is empty,

Without you.

You were my happiness, you were my world

And gone with you is my life.

MY PRECIOUS GEMS

As i lay on the bed,

I think of al the piple

In my life.

Each precious than the precious gems.

Each more important

Than the air i breathe.

A smile crosses my face,

As i think of my frends.

Who hav been wid me thru

The hardest of times.

My family, who made me wht i am today.

Many say its da tru love, its him

Who fills your life with al of the happiness in the world.

I lauf n think, how unlucky they r...

Who don’t have such frends n family

Each of whom resembles the rays of the sun

That can brighten the grey dayz..

I close my eyes n pray

To have them besides me 4ever.

n have the strength to be there 4 dem

jus lyk thy hav been 4 me..

may god bless them with a lyf filled with happiness n bliss..

n they never hav ne tears bt tears of joy in their eyes.

DEAR FRIEND

Dear frend,

I wish i could b der,

Bt i can’t.

Don’t b scared,

hold on! 4 happiness is jus around the corner.

i can’t find a solution to your problems,

bt i promise 2 b der to help you deal with it.

The path of lyf is tricky

I cant keep u from stumbling,

Bt i wil b der to lend u my hand.

I may not bring you joy n happiness,

But i promise to b a part of it.

Share it, even though it ain’t mine.

I cant keep ur heart frm breakin,

I can only pray tht it never does!

Bt if it does, i promise 2 b der

To share ur pain.

n will be der until

the shining bright smile is back again.

Alas, I cant do nethin bt promise

To b a frend,

Jus lyk u hav been 2 me.